Bluey Sky

I love you ah ma!!

*Sob* waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i wan ah ma!!!i dun care i wan ah ma!!!!The phone rang and there goes...

My ah ma passed away peacefully two months ago in August on thursday nite...That nite...my father went to his bicycle supplier's father's funerel. Never did i think that the nightmare has just begun...My mother & I was under the block just opposite ours at the minimart when her phone suddenly rang...it was my big uncle's wife who i called her mimi la...mimi said in a very weak and sad voice:mother gia liew!!*cries*...then tears fall from my mother's eyes suddenly...i do not noe wat happened...so i ask my mother...she said:ah ma zou le...i could not hold back my tears so i cried without hesitation...

I called my father immediately...i cried in the phone so much...my father thot that sumting had happen to my mother...he ask wat happen i told him that ah ma had passed away...he said he would be rite bak immediately...we went bak home wif tears...when my father reached home...he faster send us to my uncle's house whr my grandmother lives too...we immediately ran into the room the moment we reach thr...immediately i cried...i dare not hold ah ma's hand 4 real...i do not noe why i just dun dare to hold her hand...there was a very warm smile on my ah ma's face...i dare not hold her hand as i knew that a person who die wans to go peacefully...so i did not hold her hand...but i do not noe why i just felt sumting very heavily in my heart...

On that day at the funerel...u can say that i cried the whole day...no mood 2 play no mood 2 eat...no mood 2 do anything at all...I just kept folding joss paper...i really miss my ah ma...how i hope that she can call me "so da pia" for the last time!!How i wish that i can call out loud 4 the last time"ah ma wo ai ni"!!

Even though she has passed away...she will always live in my heart...but 4 real ar...i still can't get over the truth that my ah ma is dead...i still remember her voice her looks...her everything...

posted by barbie777 @ 2:00 AM